To You

I know I didn't say it often enough, but I always thought you were cool. I appreciate now, things that you said to me then, even if I didn't know enough then to thank you for caring. I wish Christel and Amy got the chance to be raised around you. I wish they could hear you on the guitar. There's a lot that I wish had been different and now it never will be.

I hope that I can do enough in my lifetime to know that you would have been proud of what I have/will become. I should have thanked you for coming into my life and trying to be there for me in any way that I would allow, instead I just said that you weren't my dad and I didn't have to listen to what you said. I hope you understood that I was just a stupid kid when I said those things.